pure zone

i felt very insecure. i know i should be confident, but i just do not know can i trust people. I am just now happy anymore.

he is a stranger to me. i look at him, the face is not clear anymore. i listen him, but i can not hear what he said.

i do not know i should trust him or not. i never expect too much. what i want is just a simple life. i should calm down. maybe i should not put too much in it. but i want to trust people. i do not want to live in a life keep suspecting.

did i say yes too quick. i thought i need follow my heart. oh, that really makes me frustrated. what should i do next.

i am not happy and i lied.

received 5 pairs of ear-rings for carmen. thank you babe. they are really gorgeous. i really want ears piercing, but always think it is painful, and i do not want to change any part of my body, even just a small hole. i always think the change will bring me bad luck. i have no idea why i had such a silly belief. it is just there.

zidane just had a wonderful goal. oh, he turns to be old now, but like him, such a man.

should i be there tonight. why such a simple question turns to be so complicated. i do not know. i can't read my heart. let's leave it.

Nong, how are you? Miss you so much. Just know you will get married in July. Wish you and Matt happy forever.

Thought it might be great to move my diary here. At least it could force me write in English.

Last year, the university 40 anniversary gala was wonderful. This year here it comes again. Haven't seen so many people for a long time. Last year, I was accompanied on the gala by Gary, Lissie, Nong, Ou, Maffumi, Houhou. Today, the same place, the same band, but where are my mates. Here wish all you best.