i do not know i should trust him or not. i never expect too much. what i want is just a simple life. i should calm down. maybe i should not put too much in it. but i want to trust people. i do not want to live in a life keep suspecting.
did i say yes too quick. i thought i need follow my heart. oh, that really makes me frustrated. what should i do next.
i am not happy and i lied.
